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Saturday, November 15, 2003

for the latest happenings. please proceed to... jillene's blog

zenna boxed the green apple at 5:54:00 AM

Friday, November 14, 2003

im so bored at home... arGHHHhH

later going tanning with spicy jillene and sugar rae.. wahhaha

then tonight.. haha... wo jing tian bu hui jia... seriously..

we're going LanCIng again.. haha.. we're making this a habit man.. every friday.. haha..

going to su an's place to stayYYYYyy ovErrRR..

can u imagine??

my dad actually allowed to me..

last night... i went down to east coast to settle stuff with ash and shirlin..

hopefully.. everything's fine now..

ash is still trying very hard to get shirlin back.

but shirlin doesnt want her. yeah..

haha..and ash is a shirlin's place now.. yeah .. she was there since around 915am ?? haha.. and she wearing a skrit and lying on her bed...

and shirlin tells me that she obviously knows tt ash is trying to seduce her.. wahaha.. *tsk*tsk*..

the things u do for love.. ahaha..

i wonder whter i'll be meetig shirlin tHerE..haha

k then people. till the next entry..

zenna boxed the green apple at 10:23:00 AM

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

why is this crappy feeling coming back again?? sighs....

i dont want it to be like that.. i really cant take it anymore!!!! im going insane~~~~~

seriously...the whole issue that happened between the both of us.. everything that u said and did... did u really mean them???? were u really doing it cause u knew i was enjoying the attention i was receiving from you or did u do them from the bottom of your heart???

did u do them because u had to or cause u wanted to??

the things u put me through... they're unbelievable...

///// ji shi ben ---- kelly chen.

zenna boxed the green apple at 10:35:00 AM

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

"i dont know, but i believe..
that somethings are meant to be.."

>>> boyzone// everyday i love you.

haha.. ashley is pissed at the fact that sHIRlin is moving on.. like WTF... sighs..

ashley's my friend.. but i mean.. sometimes things cannot be helped right.. yeah..

ashely told sHIRliN that i can be THE LAST PERSON ON HER LIST THAT SHE CAN FALL IN LOVE WITH... like..."huh????!!".. i dunno why.. she told her that.. and gave the reason the it's because im her friend.. but i dont think that's really the reason..

aiyah.. i dunno lar.. i'll just let things go it's way...

shirlin tells ashley that she's willing to wait for me and that she's really interested in me.. she said she's doing this cause she doesnt want to regret it... i mean like.. woAhHhH.. so sweet.. but i dun wanna be looking like im leading her on... I AM NOT OKAE!!!

shirlin's nice.. i wanna be sure about what i want before jumping into conclusions... i dun wanna hurt her.. yeah... she knows it.. I WANNA BE SURE ABOUT MYSELF FIRST..

i dunno.. i feel that me and shirlin have a good understanding of each other.. yeah...

all we need is time..

only time will tell..

yeah...

zenna boxed the green apple at 12:28:00 PM

Monday, November 10, 2003

things are happening too quickly already !!

i talked to her over the phone last night till 7 a.m in the morning!! break record man!!!

when i talk to her.. i feel comfortable.. like there's just this 'thing' there... she really understanding and sweet yea.. the things she say though.. haha..

guess what.. meeting ashley later at tampines mall... she wants to bring SHIRLIN along too... please lor.. so shy.. haha.. u know.. me.. ashley and SHIRLIN... aiyoh... funny right..

haha.. i have this phobia of things happening so quickly..

usually things happen quickly and end quickly like what happened before... sighs...

so ..this time round.. im not gonna rush into things already.. im really gonna take my time.. and take things one step at a time..

there's fear somewhere inside me... i dont wanna be happy for a short a while onli...

this time round.. im not gonna give myself high hopes about anything...

time.. i'll take my time.. if its meant to be yours.. not matter how long it takes and if somethng is really mean to be yours, it'll come to you eventually..

which means that if things are meant to come BACK to you.. it happens naturally too...

so life goes on... and just allow nature take its course..

i dont want ashley to be angry with me.. i hope she understands...

craig david
>>>> walking away

Well I'm so tired baby
Things you say you're driving me away
Whispers in the powder room baby
Don't listen to the games they play
Girl I thought you'd realise
I'm not like them other guys
Coz I saw them with my own eyes
You should've been more wise
And well I don't wanna live my life too many sleepless nights
Not mentioning the fights I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away ...

damn...ashley just messaged me to tell me that im so screwed.. man.. i wonder what...

zenna boxed the green apple at 12:03:00 PM

special kind of something
>>>>>kavana

And nobody said that I would feel this pain
Nobody said that I would feel this way
And now I need to explain

**** I've got something to give
I need someone to hold
I need a special kind of something
'Cos I don't wanna to be alone
I wanna learn how to love
I need to know care how to care
I got a special kind of something
That I just need to share ****

I didn't really think about the consequence
I got a one-way ticket out of innocence
But that was my dream, and this is my dream
I can't spend another night on my own
Never in my life felt so alone
Tell me, can I explain?

*****

And if I keep pretending
How will you know, oh oh
The message I keep sending
I got this special kind of something
That I need to show, oh

*****

zenna boxed the green apple at 1:50:00 AM

she insists that she's not flirting...

haha..
she insists that she only flirts with pple who she's interested in..
hmm.. i wonder...

but she's a nice person to talk to..

shes wants to get to know me better...

but she was told by ash that i still cant get someone off my mind...

so i wonder...

we'll see how it goes yar???

zenna boxed the green apple at 12:40:00 AM

Sunday, November 09, 2003

got to work..got to work..got to workkkkkkkkkkk...

shityYYyYY..lazyYyy...

zenna boxed the green apple at 11:06:00 AM

" Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all "
>>> all or nothing// o - town

*im wondering where you are right this very moment... sighs.. i miss you.. darn..*

im tired... after a night of lancing last night...haha... im tired... got home at 4.30 am man!!! like woaHhhh.... haha..

i had so much fun!!! the company was great last night.. was nice meeting up with everyone..

had work somemore this afternoon.. then met my bay-behs at orchard... played pool... went lips and talked till like 12mn.. and just got home not long ago...

and ive got work in like 10 hours!!! i need sleep.. yeah..will sleep after i blog...

heys.. got a favour to ask u guys... can u guys like get me someone to love me???

i need love... im in need of it... i need some heaLinG.... =)

nites babies...

zenna boxed the green apple at 1:45:00 AM